It's a long ways to the bank....

so forget naming the posts in numbered lyrics, thats too tough.

things have been fluctuating over the past month or so on being really great or pretty terrible, with variances in between. work is alright, there are a few new faces and it has made for some interesting storylines but nothing significant has really developed. friendships are, in general, starting to take shape on whether or not theyre going to be important or not. the future is looking extremely uncertain as each day passes, as changes are going to have to happen on a large scale in a short amount of time.

pretty much its looking like this: i'm working a job that pays minimum wage and gives me less than thirty hours a week, which is paying for my expenses just barely, which isnt going to cut it soon. i need to find a job for the weekends/another job and perhaps ditch this one all together. that'll likely happen in January as i feel bad leaving high and dry during the holiday season; they probably wont need me anyway since it'll get so slow after christmas.

after acquiring this new/better paying/full time job, ill save some money to take bartending classes and/or get myself prepared to try my hand at bartending and hopefully end up with a nice job doing that, making decent money. from there I'm going to decide whether I want to go to full sail or not, and its not looking so great right about now. I'll be 21 by this point so I'll be looking to move out of my parents house and get my own place, with a friend or not, and work from there.

thats all i've got "planned" out for now but who's to say that it'll work like that? plenty could go wrong but thats what i'm going to try to go for. nothing else is looking up for me at the moment and i realize how independent i really have to be now since its pretty obvious that everyone else i know has so much on their plate that they are more concerned about themselves than i am about myself. theres so much more i could be doing with myself but yet i tend to spend more time enjoying it than working, and apparently thats not going to work in this society too well, which is really a shame.